Today was a blur. Days like today make my emotions run anywhere from overly stressed to extremely happy. Its a tricky thing to balance really, I am almost elated that my thoughts get to go to the back burner when it is more chaotic. There is not time for internal struggles, or over thinking, or dreading over things that haven’t even happened yet.
There is always a but though, and the but is among the chaos new anxieties form. Am I keeping up? Did I hear what the doctor said correctly? I can’t be in two places at once. The list can go on and on.
In the end what is most important is what happens after I leave. Today I chose to leave my work at work, and in doing so I was able to enjoy a wonderful dinner with my husband and father in law. As crazy as today was I strive to end every day like today.
Happy. Loved. Accomplished.