thoughts.

I’m still off. Not really a surprise, but kind of discouraging. I feel like a robot, get up and go to work to then come home and be dazed until it’s time for bed. Then stay up immensely late because your brain has decided to say fuck it and keep running on and on about things that don’t make sense.

I’m tired. And not an “emotionally drained” tired, like honestly so so tired I just want to go to sleep. BUT I CAN’T SLEEP!

I feel like when I complain I’m tired everyone just assumes it’s because I’m lazy (which I get cuz I am), but honestly 80% of the time I really am just TIRED.

I’ll continue to stay in my routine for a little longer, another crash is imminent I feel. We shall see. Goodnight everyone.