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10:22

Disappointed. It’s a word that even on paper or on a screen speaks volumes to me.

Be hurt, be upset, be angry, but never disappointed in me. The need to please and excel is so strong inside me that this word will crush me to my very core.

How do you continue to work and push through disappointing someone?

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11:12AM

You ever just miss your spouse? I know I live with him and I saw him before he left for work, but I miss him.

Is this normal? I guess for background I’ve been with him 11 years and married 5 of those 11. I’m still just as obsessed with him as when I first met him.

In other news I’m exhausted and so ready for this three day weekend!

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Check In

My lunch is delicious. I’m feeling better than this morning. Today’s been a good one so far. That is all.

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Day-2

Last night was rough. My anxiety was all over the place but I went home and cooked the dinner I planned. May not seem huge but I’m an emotional eater so it was major for me.

This morning I woke up and had breakfast AT HOME and thanks to left overs my lunch was already packed.

I’m feeling a bit better this morning. Still feeling a little off but it’ll fade hopefully. I hope everyone has a good day!

HAPPY HUMP DAY

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New Direction-Day 1

Enough is enough. Day 1 of my new life starts today. After stopping to get McDonald’s last night, for no apparent reason other than I could, I felt gross and deflated.

Today I had coffee and a light breakfast at home and packed my lunch for today. I’ve already thought of dinner and plan to stick to it.

Every day is gonna be different and I am hoping everyone enjoys going on this journey with me. It is never to late to push the reset button and try for better.