It’s the little things that make all the difference. This Memorial Day weekend I plan to make the changes needed to help make life a little less cluttered. Easy and simple things that won’t take home but will make doing things in the future easier. I’m excited and so ready for this weekend to get… Continue reading Three Day Weekend
Category: Thoughts
Moms are vital in every girls life. I didn’t have the privilege of growing up with that figure in my life. Tragically she was taken from me at 5 months old. I know I say taken as if I’m still angry. Well I am. Angry, hurt, sad, and a whole mess of other emotions that… Continue reading
Struggling
I’m struggling to find motivation to do what I need. I can’t seem to stick to anything. Exercise, diet, logging food, etc. How do people do it? Why do I feel so damn weak? I am disappointed in myself, I know I can do better and yet I don’t. I know losing weight is not… Continue reading Struggling
I fell off the wagon
Not a whole lot of weight gain was had thankfully, but with my diagnosis every pound is no bueno. As of yesterday I restarted eating the correct foods and am staying away from the “bad stuff”. I’ve noticed that my brain and way of thinking is definitely black and white, either I’m all in or… Continue reading I fell off the wagon
I have absolutely zero motivation to do anything. Like none. My weekends aren’t long enough and my work weeks are too long. Sometimes I wish I could just have a simple job, not in medical I mean. I’ve always wondered if that would make me happier. My brain keeps running through ideas and options on… Continue reading
Ready for another weekend
I’m just so ready to do absolutely nothing. Haven’t slept well in a while and I’m just blah. Just gotta survive today and then hooray weekend!!
Gentle Reminders
Be kind, be patient, be courteous. We don’t know what others are going through. We don’t know the pain they are experiencing. We don’t know the grief they carry. We don’t know the day they’ve had, or what they are going home to. We have the ability to make our interactions with others positive and… Continue reading Gentle Reminders
Monday
A lot has happened this weekend. Too much to process, to much to accept, and too much to have to go through. A new week has started filled with uncertainties and anxieties, but I’m still here. Sometimes that is a win, just waking up and being present is all I have in me. We shall… Continue reading Monday
Appreciation Post
First thank you to all the new followers! I appreciate all of you that take the time to read my posts, and hope somehow they help or just distract. Secondly in this time where COVID is hanging over ya, thank you to all the healthcare personnel out there on the front lines. All our first… Continue reading Appreciation Post
Another Tuesday
Tuesday’s are my most stressful days. I don’t look forward to them at all. I just woke up and am all ready mentally tapped out. Due to this virus our schedules have been odd though so maybe the decrease in patient load will help some. I hate not being positive and ready for the day,… Continue reading Another Tuesday
