I’ve been sick. And now I’m dizzy. But besides that I’m ok. I’ve been very blah as of late. Kind of stuck in the same routine. I notice that the last two weeks have been work, home, bed, repeat. It’s not easy to talk yourself into doing stuff, even if you actually want to do… Continue reading Sunday Thoughts
Middle of the week and so far so good. Definitely feeling better then last week and things seem to be back to my normal. Now just very excited for Valentine’s Day Friday!!!
Still feeling off this morning. Don’t really want to do much. Unsure what I’m feeling. My minds not focusing or present.
What is happiness? I don't think anyone really knows. I have spent so long trying to figure out what I need to attain just simple, every day happiness. I have found it in moments and instances throughout my life, but never for long periods of time. I guess that's the nature of mental health. I've… Continue reading
Woke up feeling off. Definitely feel if I wasn’t on my current regimen it would be a bad day for me. Luckily I am on my regimen though and so I’m off but still ok. So today I will just relax and take it slowly. Hopefully this feeling will subside.
I’m feeling jittery but in control what opposite sensations to have. Is it weird to miss the chaos that was my mind pre medication? I mean I know I was slowly getting less and less functional but at least it was a constant if that makes any sense. I’m guess I’m just wondering if my… Continue reading mixture of things
My dreams have been so so vivid lately. Last night I dreamt my oldest pup died and I was sobbing. It felt so real and to wake up and find both my pups sleeping next to me was such a relief. I wonder if this is a side effect of my Citalopram or if it’s… Continue reading Real dreams
Sometimes I’m tapped out of it. I try and I try to be patient with people in general. Whether it is my husband or my pups or literally patients at my job. Today I’m tapped out. I don’t have the patience to deal with shit. Understanding that I remove myself from situations that require me… Continue reading Patience
Of all the things I’ve wished for Of all the things I’ve dreamed Of all the things I’ve longed for You are the thing I will always need
I am just plain freezing! Florida is NOT ever ever ever ever supposed to be this cold. On a side note Im feeling better today then yesterday so woo!