Busy Bee

Lots got done today for upcoming events so I’m feeling accomplished. Getting the house cleaned up a bit and then gotta start prepping for the father in law to come over for dinner! I’ve been so busy this weekend my mind hasn’t had a chance to over-process which has been nice.


That moment where you feel the panic building and there’s nothing you can do sucks. I don’t know why or when or how bad it will be, but I feel it. It’s like knowing a train is going to derail but not knowing at what stop or time. I’m hoping it recedes and nothing comes … Continue reading Panicky

Monday Musings

I’ve been on this low-no carb diet for almost a week and I’m actually feeling good. Well my body is I should say. My mental health has been up and down. I can’t seem to fully snap out of this funk, but I’m trying. I know so many others have more difficulties they are facing, … Continue reading Monday Musings

Not as Hard

So lots of stuff to talk about over the next few days. My mind is still processing my doctors appointments and going through that overthinking. I’m on a new strict low/no carb diet for my new PCOS diagnosis so I can lose weight. This was by no means my choice as I LOVE to eat … Continue reading Not as Hard

Appreciation Post

I have surpassed 80 followers here on WordPress! Thank you to everyone that reads, likes, follows. It has been wonderful to have a place to share my thoughts with zero judgement. I hope you all have a wonderful day!


I’m still struggling with health concerns. I had chosen to stop my birth control pill back in April due to a decrease in my, umm intimate life. Little did I know what issues would be uncovered with stopping. 4 months later I finally have my menses again though with a new diagnosis of PCOS (polycystic … Continue reading Motivated

Give me strength

Struggling to focus on my mental health when my actual health is all over the place. I wish there was more to say or more to do but my brain is zapped. I can’t think and honestly I don’t want to fake I’m ok. I’m not ok