Morning Meditation

Almost the weekend

This weeks been long and has dragged. We’re not even to Friday yet and I’m dead.sube it’s because Christmas is next week and I only work Monday and Tuesday?

I’m excited for the holidays and just ready to move into 2021 and be done with 2020. My brain needs a break and my back hurts.

Here’s to hopefully a good Thursday!


Holidays and COVID

It’s that time of year where festivities usually are in full swing and plans for Christmas and New Years are being set, and I am saying no to all of it.

I work at an ENT office as a medical assistant/scribe and as such we are pretty high on the list of exposure because most people we see have symptoms COVID can cause and we work in the area of the nose that houses the virus. Being that I’m in the rooms while scopes and the like are being done I don’t feel comfortable attending family events because I don’t want to risk getting my family sick if I am asymptomatic, or contracting from them if they happen to be positive.

I’m not going to lie it’s hard though. December is a rough month emotionally all ready with the passing of my mom on the 23rd and family really helps. The potential risk is too scary though. My family is large and a lot of them older so why risk it?

Here’s to a holiday of love from afar and lots of virtual chats.



This weeks been rough. I feel like it’s dragged and I’m tired.

I have Monday off which will be really nice. I’m ready to sleep in and do nothing, which won’t be the case because appointments and stuff but whatever.

I hope everyone has a good Thursday!

Morning Meditation

Monday Meditation

I am loved

I am strong

I am pretty

I am smart

I am capable

I make better choices today

Morning Meditation


I had a doctors appointment yesterday for my PCOS and feminine care, things may not be as controlled as I thought. I’m looking at more bloodwork and another ultrasound which is fun, and then hopefully I get more information from there.

After my appointment it was wallow in self pity for an hour and then onward to write my paper which I successfully turned in today.

Life is tough and bumpy and tiring. But I’m making the best of it and trying to push through and make better decisions. Tomorrow starts a new week, and new opportunities for me to do better.

Happy Sunday everyone