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Lost

Adrift in a sea of unknowns and uncertainties.

Cast away on a desolate island in my mind.

Bereft and alone in the chaos that is my emotions.

Not even sleep and daydreams can give me peace.

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Yesterday and today have been trying. It sucks when you can’t depend on your own family, when you can’t just know that if you can’t they can.

When given a situation I always give 110%, granted most times it ends in a panic attack, but still I give all of me.

Maybe it’s unrealistic to expect the same from others, especially family. I guess I just never stop being surprised by others actions. Maybe one day I’ll be able to lower my expectations and not end up feeling like shit for things out of my control.

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How strong am I?

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Switching

My ups and downs are happening more frequently. Instead of days apart I’m switching throughout the day.

Nights are getting suckier, sleeping has been sucky, once again I’m just exhausted.

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Morning Meditation

Defeated