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Sleepy

After a long. Long. Longgg day at work I’m feeling so so tired. That seems to be the theme of my life, TIRED.

Thinking is exhausting I just want to turn off my brain and shut down for a while. All my energy and motivation is zapped, I have nothing in me right now.

Hopefully it gets better. My husbands birthday is Thursday and I’m excited, I just hope I have the energy to give him a great birthday.

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Thoughts

thoughts.

I’m still off. Not really a surprise, but kind of discouraging. I feel like a robot, get up and go to work to then come home and be dazed until it’s time for bed. Then stay up immensely late because your brain has decided to say fuck it and keep running on and on about things that don’t make sense.

I’m tired. And not an “emotionally drained” tired, like honestly so so tired I just want to go to sleep. BUT I CAN’T SLEEP!

I feel like when I complain I’m tired everyone just assumes it’s because I’m lazy (which I get cuz I am), but honestly 80% of the time I really am just TIRED.

I’ll continue to stay in my routine for a little longer, another crash is imminent I feel. We shall see. Goodnight everyone.

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Thoughts

Turmoil

My minds a mess, the day has been shit, and I’m once again exhausted. Agitation and aggravation are the main 2 things clouding my mind.

Things are out of my control and as I retreat further and further into myself the clutter of sound eases. I just want to be alone. To sleep away the jumbled thoughts and recharge.

A new day awaits me tomorrow, what it’ll bring I’m unsure. My hope is that I wake rested and ready to take on another day.

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Morning Meditation

Didn’t sleep at all.