I’m struggling to find motivation to do what I need. I can’t seem to stick to anything. Exercise, diet, logging food, etc. How do people do it? Why do I feel so damn weak? I am disappointed in myself, I know I can do better and yet I don’t. I know losing weight is not… Continue reading Struggling
Adrift in a sea of unknowns and uncertainties. Cast away on a desolate island in my mind. Bereft and alone in the chaos that is my emotions. Not even sleep and daydreams can give me peace.
The hits keep coming. How much can we take as people trying to survive daily? What is the point of trying for better things and fighting for our dreams if only to have them slowly pulled away from you time and time again? Why can’t life just give us a break?! We try so desperately… Continue reading
Yesterday and today have been trying. It sucks when you can’t depend on your own family, when you can’t just know that if you can’t they can. When given a situation I always give 110%, granted most times it ends in a panic attack, but still I give all of me. Maybe it’s unrealistic to… Continue reading
Sometimes you're the bad guy. Even in those moments where you are doing everything right and putting yourself last and taking the brunt of everyone's shit. Even when you're crying and screaming inside because you're giving all of yourself and no one sees it, no one cares in the least. They expect you to power… Continue reading