I started my first business class yesterday, which I was so excited for. Well not anymore. After reading the syllabus and yesterday trying to figure out the assignment my brain exploded.

I got so overwhelmed after a bit of research and maybe two or three sentences written, I called it quits and went to bed.

This morning I still have a lingering headache and I’m not feeling all that great, here’s hoping work doesn’t kick my ass today. I know I can do it, I just gotta break it all down into small steps and go from there.

If anyone has any tips on online schooling drop them in the comments!


Happy Friday

things are good. things aren’t perfect, but they’re good. I’m grateful I woke up this morning, grateful for my husband, grateful for my pups, and grateful for my friends and family.

COVID has been hard. my family (including my grandma) got it and luckily pulled through great. my friends circumstances aren’t as good, her dad is in the hospital not doing so well and it’s scary. working at a doctor’s office at risk daily is not the greatest, and thankfully we are all safe and provided appropriate PPE, but it doesn’t change the situation.

I’m just jumbled today. my motivation is low and my level of energy is lower. the



I’m still struggling with health concerns. I had chosen to stop my birth control pill back in April due to a decrease in my, umm intimate life. Little did I know what issues would be uncovered with stopping.

4 months later I finally have my menses again though with a new diagnosis of PCOS (polycystic ovary syndrome) and restarting birth control. Not only that but something is wrong with my blood levels so I now have to follow up with my primary care physician.

I feel drained and exhausted and mentally beat up. My moods are up and down. I’m trying to make adjustments in my health once again to hopefully improve some things.

I don’t know what is gonna happen next, my brain has gone past overdrive and has just broken, and my control is slipping. With my husband and family by my side I hope I can bounce back though. Maybe this is just the motivation I need to kick things into high gear.

One can only hope 💕