Moms are vital in every girls life. I didn’t have the privilege of growing up with that figure in my life. Tragically she was taken from me at 5 months old. I know I say taken as if I’m still angry. Well I am. Angry, hurt, sad, and a whole mess of other emotions that… Continue reading
I have absolutely zero motivation to do anything. Like none. My weekends aren’t long enough and my work weeks are too long. Sometimes I wish I could just have a simple job, not in medical I mean. I’ve always wondered if that would make me happier. My brain keeps running through ideas and options on… Continue reading
Call those you love, Facetime if you can, and if you can physically hold a loved one do so. in such uncertain times every minute is precious. Stay safe. Be kind. Be patient.
A lot has happened this weekend. Too much to process, to much to accept, and too much to have to go through. A new week has started filled with uncertainties and anxieties, but I’m still here. Sometimes that is a win, just waking up and being present is all I have in me. We shall… Continue reading Monday
Tuesday’s are my most stressful days. I don’t look forward to them at all. I just woke up and am all ready mentally tapped out. Due to this virus our schedules have been odd though so maybe the decrease in patient load will help some. I hate not being positive and ready for the day,… Continue reading Another Tuesday
Life comes at you hard. Shit can happen unexpectedly and there’s nothing we can do about it. This helplessness and powerlessness and not knowing ummm ness is so much apart of my daily anxieties and worry. Having control is a way for me to feel secure and safe, without it i feel like I’m sinking.… Continue reading