I’m forcing myself. I realize it and it sucks. At this point I’ve lost touch with surroundings and am trying to force camaraderie and conversation to mask the anxiety. I realize it and still do it. Why do I feel like I must socialize? It forces me to fake emotions in just not feeling. But… Continue reading Fake It Till You Make It
Panic is building Sadness is growing My mind is racing faster My patience getting thinner I’m done with this day and I’m ready to go home and sleep away all this yucky feeling.
Tomorrow I have my first appointment for a follow up with my primary care doc to go over my repeat blood tests and thyroid ultrasound. I’m hoping everything is starting to get back to normal. Even if it’s not I’m just hoping for answers. I hate not knowing what’s going on with my body. 2:45… Continue reading Anxious
Every day I’m one step closer to my goals and my home. Nothing can stop me, I’m in control.
I am overwhelmed. So many positive things happening (we bought a house!) and with that so many stressful situations we’ve all ready overcome. Yesterday hubby and I joined his family on an intracoastal boat ride all day which helped clear my mind and I feel more grounded. I hope for things to continue going smoothly… Continue reading So much
I’ve been having ups and downs lately. It seems like my moods are a lot more switch lately, and it can be due to the simplest of things. For example, I was making dinner for my father in law Sunday and the sweet potatoes didn’t turn out at all, like they royally tables and I… Continue reading Emotional Yo-Yo
I’m grateful I woke up this morning. I’m happy I get to work when others cannot. I’m blessed in every aspect of my life. I hope everyone has a wonderful day!