I have absolutely zero motivation to do anything. Like none. My weekends aren’t long enough and my work weeks are too long. Sometimes I wish I could just have a simple job, not in medical I mean. I’ve always wondered if that would make me happier. My brain keeps running through ideas and options on… Continue reading
Call those you love, Facetime if you can, and if you can physically hold a loved one do so. in such uncertain times every minute is precious. Stay safe. Be kind. Be patient.
A lot has happened this weekend. Too much to process, to much to accept, and too much to have to go through. A new week has started filled with uncertainties and anxieties, but I’m still here. Sometimes that is a win, just waking up and being present is all I have in me. We shall… Continue reading Monday
Tuesday’s are my most stressful days. I don’t look forward to them at all. I just woke up and am all ready mentally tapped out. Due to this virus our schedules have been odd though so maybe the decrease in patient load will help some. I hate not being positive and ready for the day,… Continue reading Another Tuesday
Life comes at you hard. Shit can happen unexpectedly and there’s nothing we can do about it. This helplessness and powerlessness and not knowing ummm ness is so much apart of my daily anxieties and worry. Having control is a way for me to feel secure and safe, without it i feel like I’m sinking.… Continue reading
With all this COVID-19 I am stressed and beyond tense. I work at an ENT office as a medical scribe/assistant and luckily my amazing physician acquired a mask for me to wear while seeing patients. It has made my worry lessen, but I’m still wound pretty tight. I half wish I can self quarantine and… Continue reading Tense
My sister knows I’m taking an antidepressant Surprisingly she was very on board and super supportive. She won’t be telling my dad or anything because he is very anti any kind of treatment and feels my mental health is lack of faith. I can’t even begin to explain how much better I feel knowing my… Continue reading