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Update!

So we’re closing one day earlier and saving money because of it…I could not have asked for better news today!

This whole process has been a rollercoaster of emotion and overwhelming excitement. We’ve been waiting to purchase our forever home for 3 years, and something has always derailed our plans.

It seems like fate has its own plan though because our home is EXACTLY what we wanted and needed. I’m so so thankful and excited and anxious and just a ball of emotion.

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Morning Meditation

Always a Struggle

Nothing can ever go easily for my husband and I. Worry after worry and more shit gets thrown on our all ready humongous pile.

We’ll persevere though, we’ll keep pushing. End results are worth it and I have to remember that.

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So much

I am overwhelmed. So many positive things happening (we bought a house!) and with that so many stressful situations we’ve all ready overcome.

Yesterday hubby and I joined his family on an intracoastal boat ride all day which helped clear my mind and I feel more grounded.

I hope for things to continue going smoothly from here, and pray we don’t have any more hiccups.

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Praying and trying to let go

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Motivated

I’m still struggling with health concerns. I had chosen to stop my birth control pill back in April due to a decrease in my, umm intimate life. Little did I know what issues would be uncovered with stopping.

4 months later I finally have my menses again though with a new diagnosis of PCOS (polycystic ovary syndrome) and restarting birth control. Not only that but something is wrong with my blood levels so I now have to follow up with my primary care physician.

I feel drained and exhausted and mentally beat up. My moods are up and down. I’m trying to make adjustments in my health once again to hopefully improve some things.

I don’t know what is gonna happen next, my brain has gone past overdrive and has just broken, and my control is slipping. With my husband and family by my side I hope I can bounce back though. Maybe this is just the motivation I need to kick things into high gear.

One can only hope 💕