I’ve learned so have zero of it. Like it’s non existent for some reason. so new goal for this month. Have more self control. In cravings, in food consumption, in sweets I eat. ALL OF IT. Half the time I overindulged and then feel sick, and the other half I overindulge and then feel sluggish… Continue reading Self Control
I’ve been sick. And now I’m dizzy. But besides that I’m ok. I’ve been very blah as of late. Kind of stuck in the same routine. I notice that the last two weeks have been work, home, bed, repeat. It’s not easy to talk yourself into doing stuff, even if you actually want to do… Continue reading Sunday Thoughts
It’s inevitable that life just happens. No stopping it from doing what it’s gonna do and you just have to be along for the ride. At this point I’ve learned it’s best not to dwell on what could happen, but rather on what is currently happening. It makes all the difference in the world. ***On… Continue reading Life
Middle of the week and so far so good. Definitely feeling better then last week and things seem to be back to my normal. Now just very excited for Valentine’s Day Friday!!!
Still feeling off this morning. Don’t really want to do much. Unsure what I’m feeling. My minds not focusing or present.
I’m feeling jittery but in control what opposite sensations to have. Is it weird to miss the chaos that was my mind pre medication? I mean I know I was slowly getting less and less functional but at least it was a constant if that makes any sense. I’m guess I’m just wondering if my… Continue reading mixture of things
Sometimes I’m tapped out of it. I try and I try to be patient with people in general. Whether it is my husband or my pups or literally patients at my job. Today I’m tapped out. I don’t have the patience to deal with shit. Understanding that I remove myself from situations that require me… Continue reading Patience
Of all the things I’ve wished for Of all the things I’ve dreamed Of all the things I’ve longed for You are the thing I will always need