I’m forcing myself. I realize it and it sucks. At this point I’ve lost touch with surroundings and am trying to force camaraderie and conversation to mask the anxiety. I realize it and still do it. Why do I feel like I must socialize? It forces me to fake emotions in just not feeling. But… Continue reading Fake It Till You Make It
Panic is building Sadness is growing My mind is racing faster My patience getting thinner I’m done with this day and I’m ready to go home and sleep away all this yucky feeling.
Everything has been leading up to this point and I couldn’t be happier! The struggles along the way were so worth this momentous step and accomplishment. I feel so blessed and thankful to have had the team I did helping my husband and I. And of course I’m so grateful to have my husband who… Continue reading Moving Day!
All this waiting and anticipating has me exhausted. I haven’t been sleeping great and then my jobs been super busy, and then packing and blah blah blah. I just want a good nights restful sleep and to wake up in our forever home. 2 DAYS AND COUNTING!
T minus 3 days until hubby and I are in our forever home! All I am is grateful, thankful, and happy.
Nothing can ever go easily for my husband and I. Worry after worry and more shit gets thrown on our all ready humongous pile. We’ll persevere though, we’ll keep pushing. End results are worth it and I have to remember that.
I am overwhelmed. So many positive things happening (we bought a house!) and with that so many stressful situations we’ve all ready overcome. Yesterday hubby and I joined his family on an intracoastal boat ride all day which helped clear my mind and I feel more grounded. I hope for things to continue going smoothly… Continue reading So much
It’s too soon to spoil news, but big things may be coming! I hope we get the response we desire!! Otherwise sad post coming soon....
I’ve been having ups and downs lately. It seems like my moods are a lot more switch lately, and it can be due to the simplest of things. For example, I was making dinner for my father in law Sunday and the sweet potatoes didn’t turn out at all, like they royally tables and I… Continue reading Emotional Yo-Yo
Lots got done today for upcoming events so I’m feeling accomplished. Getting the house cleaned up a bit and then gotta start prepping for the father in law to come over for dinner! I’ve been so busy this weekend my mind hasn’t had a chance to over-process which has been nice.